Places, bricks and mortar, stone and metal built,
strobing neon light and raptor screeches are
so close, but not there.
The metropolis is my heart.
It has every shore, every mountain, wildernesses profane, eyries and screes--each brick,
every mite, all the dynamite
that I need.
--sleepy, peaceful and yielding.
Rill rippling rivers, torched deserts and sprays of tear-rain, a lush hothouse--
My biome. My home.
Gestations most divine, so acrid, side
by side, liven then enervate this mindscape.
And the voices and the thoughts and the pulsating, liminal colours--
paan*-spit, then cerulean,
saffron pixelating ire and green that lulls me to sleep each night.
And moments, oh the moments.
Memories I will carry, peopled pockets of pain and gain--
when I finally lay--my home will lay with me.
Be it in loam, or in stone,
or in a fire's cleansing ire--
my home will go with me
Poet’s Notes: I wrote this poem in response to a prompt on “Cities.” The idea of placing myself, or the accouterments of my life, into one geographic location, was suddenly anathema! I didn't know that I would chafe at the idea of calling “a particular city” my home, right until the time I received the prompt.
Home is home and it can just as easily exist at the top of a skyscraper, deep in a jungle, in a shanty held by spit and willpower, or even in the wildnesses of deep space that I don't fully comprehend. Home is an experience, not a place. It is the beating, pulsing heart at the core of every life experience. I carry it with me, whether in a saree or in oil-stained dungaree pockets. I am always home.
Editor’s Note: I find the comparison of the city to the features of the wild country to be breathtaking. What a beautiful paean to the city! Had longer lines been used throughout, I might have thought I was reading some of the best of Walt Whitman. I don't think there is anything better to say than that.
*Paan is an Indian digestive. It is a bite-sized package of betel leaves with tobacco (optional), catechu or black cutch, lime, sugar, coconut shavings, fennel seeds, rose petals et al, inside. It produces rust coloured saliva that Indians spit copiously on walls and all over most cityscapes. The paan is delicious, the spit, not so much.